I’ve been a Rammstein fan since my childhood. Their music has been part of my life for as long as I can remember.
In 2018, through mutual interests, I met Alena Makeeva – a friendship that eventually led to my first meeting with Till Lindemann in 2021. It was more than just a fan moment. It was the realization of a dream. And along the way, I met incredible people and formed genuine, lasting friendships.
When the first wave of media accusations hit, I was genuinely shocked. Based on my own experiences, none of it rang true. The anonymous comments spreading online were completely false. Not one detail matched what I had witnessed personally.
It saddens me that some are willing to make terrible accusations just for a few clicks, likes, or moments of fame. There are better, healthier, and far more meaningful ways to earn attention and support.
What’s even worse is how easily the public clings to scary narratives and spreads them without questioning the consequences.
I didn’t attend Hellfest 2025, but I have been to other private events and afterparties involving Till and his team. And I can say this: the atmosphere described in those articles couldn’t be further from the truth. Everything I saw was organized, respectful, and safe. Invitations were extended only to fans and close friends, all of whom were legal adults.
Yes, there were some basic guidelines – and to me, they were totally reasonable. Sometimes we discussed what we’d wear beforehand, just like you might when going to a restaurant or a formal event. That’s not control – that’s just common courtesy.
I remember my first encounter with Till clearly. He was kind, respectful, and made everyone feel welcome. No one was ever pressured into drinking or doing anything they didn’t want to. On the contrary – the atmosphere was warm, relaxed, and friendly.
It felt more like a close-knit family gathering, where everyone respected each other. We laughed, shared stories, looked through photos, danced, and sang.
Till is a thoughtful host who genuinely cares about the comfort of his guests. I felt completely safe in his presence.
One evening ended with heartbreaking news for me: my grandmother passed away. I was in complete shock. But it was Alena and Till who supported me in a way I never expected – not even from some of my oldest friends.
Till showed incredible empathy. He didn’t just offer words – he truly felt what I was going through. While I was frozen and overwhelmed, they were right there beside me, offering comfort and help in every possible way.
Even after I left, they kept checking in until I returned. I didn’t expect that kind of care, and I’ll always be deeply grateful for it. In that moment, it meant everything to me.
I was also part of the music video shoot for NSL. There was a small celebration afterward, and the atmosphere remained just as respectful and joyful. Even though Till was visibly tired, he still took the time to make sure everyone felt comfortable and welcome. We all laughed, relaxed, and enjoyed each other’s company.
Social media today has an overwhelming influence on public opinion – and unfortunately, very little of what spreads online is verified. Anyone can say anything, and negativity spreads fastest. Few stop to ask questions or seek the full story.
I truly wish more people focused on their own lives, their values, their passions – and respected the interests of others. We need more critical thinking, more empathy, and less rush to judgment.
Every story deserves to be heard. This is mine. And it’s not a story of scandal – it’s a story of kindness, honesty, and real human connection.
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